I'm never getting that fucked up again!!!
Well it seems that I probly fucked up another relationship and in record time too (for me anyway). Last night I got really drunk and high. My roomate started making fun of my bestfriend when she wasn't around. So I got mad
and started yelling at him then I almost got into a fight since we were both tooooo fucked up to know better.
My new girlfriend had just gotten out of a bad relationship and even though we've know each other for about 2 years she'd never seen me like that. She told me that I scared her really bad and she wasn't sure if she wanted to be with me any more. I gave her a letter that I had wrote to her before we started dating (she told me that she loved me right before we started dating and I didn't say anything back but I wrote a letter that I never gave to her.). She started crying, hugged me, and told me that she wanted a couple days alone to think about things.
So basicly I think I'm fucked!!! What do you think?
I HATE LIFE!!!
Well it seems that I probly fucked up another relationship and in record time too (for me anyway). Last night I got really drunk and high. My roomate started making fun of my bestfriend when she wasn't around. So I got mad
and started yelling at him then I almost got into a fight since we were both tooooo fucked up to know better.
My new girlfriend had just gotten out of a bad relationship and even though we've know each other for about 2 years she'd never seen me like that. She told me that I scared her really bad and she wasn't sure if she wanted to be with me any more. I gave her a letter that I had wrote to her before we started dating (she told me that she loved me right before we started dating and I didn't say anything back but I wrote a letter that I never gave to her.). She started crying, hugged me, and told me that she wanted a couple days alone to think about things.
So basicly I think I'm fucked!!! What do you think?
I HATE LIFE!!!
just give her time to think and don't crowd her. and if it's meant to be then she will see that all of your good qualities way outshine a few drunken bad ones.
don't stress it.