Well Life sucks basicly!!! 
I wrecked my car (I'm fine but my car isn't). The girl I like decided that we probly shouldn't see each other anymore (see below). I still am not online.
Two weeks ago Harmony came into work and told me that she was going to leave her husband and that she was going to come over to my house that night. It was a friday night. I was having a party. She got really drunk and a slow song came on. So she made me slow dance with her in my bed room. Then there was one of those moments where I could of kissed her but since she was drunk and I hadn't kissed her before so I didn't do it. The rest of the night we were walking around holding hands.
The following Monday at work she told me that her husband found out that we were all over each other (his sisters best friend was at the party). She then said that she decided to put her 2 weeks notice in at work and that she couldn't see me anymore because her husband doesn't want her too. Plus she said that she came really close to cheating on him with me and she doesn't want to do that. The thing is she has a 6 month old baby and I think thats why she staying with him. Hes an asshole. He treats her like shit. He was at my house one time and all he talked about was how much he hates her. I almost kicked the shit out of him. 
Anyway after she told me all that I didn't talk to her the rest of the day. By the end of the day at work I could tell that she was upset and crying but I just couldn't talk to her. So the next day I told her exactly how I feel about her
and she almost started to cry. Then she told me that she was really upset the day before because I wouldn't talk to her. I told her I couldn't talk to her because I was about to start crying at the thought of loosing her. She blushed and started smiling again. But I now haven't seen her for a week because last weekend my roomate saw her. She had hurt her foot and was unable to walk so she couldn't come to work. So I just really miss her right now. This sucks!!!
Hopefully I'll be online soon. I miss everyone alot.
See ya later
I wrecked my car (I'm fine but my car isn't). The girl I like decided that we probly shouldn't see each other anymore (see below). I still am not online.
Two weeks ago Harmony came into work and told me that she was going to leave her husband and that she was going to come over to my house that night. It was a friday night. I was having a party. She got really drunk and a slow song came on. So she made me slow dance with her in my bed room. Then there was one of those moments where I could of kissed her but since she was drunk and I hadn't kissed her before so I didn't do it. The rest of the night we were walking around holding hands.
The following Monday at work she told me that her husband found out that we were all over each other (his sisters best friend was at the party). She then said that she decided to put her 2 weeks notice in at work and that she couldn't see me anymore because her husband doesn't want her too.
Plus she said that she came really close to cheating on him with me and she doesn't want to do that. The thing is she has a 6 month old baby and I think thats why she staying with him. Hes an asshole. He treats her like shit. He was at my house one time and all he talked about was how much he hates her. I almost kicked the shit out of him.
Anyway after she told me all that I didn't talk to her the rest of the day. By the end of the day at work I could tell that she was upset and crying but I just couldn't talk to her. So the next day I told her exactly how I feel about her
and she almost started to cry. Then she told me that she was really upset the day before because I wouldn't talk to her. I told her I couldn't talk to her because I was about to start crying at the thought of loosing her. She blushed and started smiling again. But I now haven't seen her for a week because last weekend my roomate saw her. She had hurt her foot and was unable to walk so she couldn't come to work. So I just really miss her right now. This sucks!!!
Hopefully I'll be online soon. I miss everyone alot.
See ya later
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freakpirate:
Hell fucking yes!!!
bort79:
I'm back AGAIN!!! I think there is a higher power trying to stop me from being on here. 