Day one of vacation sucked. But that's just because I had a nervous break down! It happens! I was just really missing my step-son! I was thinking about killing myself but as always I didn't! Although that one time I did try! 
Hopefully this week will be better although I have a bad feeling I'm going to run into my ex-wife at the fireworks thing on Friday. The last time I ran into her she tried to get me to fight her new boyfriend but I didn't. Anyone who cheats on someone then runs into them in a bar and makes out at the the table next to you is a total BITCH!
I hate my life!!! 
Hopefully this week will be better although I have a bad feeling I'm going to run into my ex-wife at the fireworks thing on Friday. The last time I ran into her she tried to get me to fight her new boyfriend but I didn't. Anyone who cheats on someone then runs into them in a bar and makes out at the the table next to you is a total BITCH!
I hate my life!!!
stasi:
Sounds pretty shitty, but could be worse. I know how you feel. Don't worry, someday, if you keep your head on straight, and try and think positive, you'll find what you're looking for in life and be happy.