Recently, within the past couple weeks, I was made aware of certain things about myself. My attractiveness to others, or should I say the lack of. Being of low self esteem anyway, it hurt, very much. Very much so that I went out on a impulse and did something that I am not sure I regret. Maybe in time I will regret it, but maybe not. I labeled myself so that whole world could see just how fragile a person can be at times. Maybe I was rash in my decision some might look at it as a attention getting stunt, who the f#$@ knows. Regardless of my intent, it's out there now....................