boriswalter

People spout all the time that you have to love yourself and be able to make yourself happy.... Well wtf.... What if being with someone, loving and caring for them, is what makes me happy? As much as I try to play the anti social/loner role I really can't stand it. I need the connection. I need to have that "special someone"

Don't get me wrong I am not the "clingy" or "smothering" type. I have my moments of jealousy but I understand that everyone needs to be their own person or needs their "me time." But I could give a girl so much I know I could.

Why do I fail so hard at this? Is this place really just too small that I can't find one person that I can connect with? Am I so unattractive that a girl can't even consider me as an option?

I just don't know anymore....