I feel so fucking lame and alone right now. I know that it's temporary..but still. I need a break. Soon. Or I might. There's a party downstairs but I'm way to weird/self-conscious to even go down. Whatever. I'm still in a weird state of mind right now. Break-ups are really hard..on everyone. I know that some people go through a breakup and then start hitting the town and sleeping with everyone they can....but I don't. Maybe that's not the way that I get my confidence back, maybe I'm better than that, maybe I'm worse than that..whatever it is..it's not my style. It was nice having an old friend in town..and that was fun to go out..but right now, right here, I'm going to just try to work on myself. It's an okay investment, I hope. I work tomorrow, which sucks because I'm missing out on a good show, but maybe it's better that I'm not going. Ah well, that's the state of the Tom...thanks for listening. Or more than likely, not listening. Adios. 
And don't be jealous, I got laid off in December...and if I wanted to, I could have slept until just now.. ha ha.
My night is about to end, it's 12:30 and I actually have to get up at 8 tomorrow morning to get donuts for my Daddy for breakfast...silly, but very important (and I'm sure I'll get myself a nice latte lol)
Anyway... you are very welcome, and I hope you have a nice night too....hang in there! Good night!