borednbeautiful

i been spendin most my time lately wit my mate hayley. she has just left her very long term boyfriend for another women. i wasnt shocked she left him as she tried so hard to ram how happy she was down ur throat it was clear it was all bollocks but for a women. that left me speechless. hayley is (was) such a straight bird i mean she would think that all lesbians must fancy her and look at me like a pervert for having suicide girl posters up. its bout time somink happened to her to wake her up. she fort that being in a long term relationship, having a morgage and a joint bank account was all a girl needs and would totaly look down at me for never having any of them. but now she got none of them she couldnt be happier.
i really luv her girlfriend and its clear they mad for each other but i just worry its all happenin too fast. im tryin to convince her not to move in with her gf just yet and try living by herself for a while but i know she wont pay any attention to me.
why do some people think its so bad living by yourself? and that you must be so lonley and oh my god not only do you live by your self but you have cats. u must be freakin crazy lady!
maybe im just jelous that shes always had the option to live with someone where as my option ihas always been to go it alone.