It's someones birthday tonight. I don't think I'll go though. I've decided to stop drinking, and I think going to a party surrounded by people drinking will make it very hard. Plus I probably won't have fun. Plus I'm embarassed from last saturday when I got way too drunk.
So it's a week since I last drunk. Which is very good for me. I always go from "I'm NEVER drinking again" to "I'm never drinking again" to "I'll not drink for a few months and see how I feel then" to "Well I'll just have a beer, its a special occasion" (theres ALWAYS a special occasion..). And that happens within a week.
If I don't go out tonight I figure it'll be easy to last until next weekend at least, since I am busy in the daytimes and always exhausted by the evenings now. It's just when I have a bit of freetime like the weekends it s hard.
I think I might start going to Gumdo on saturdays too.. that will mean I'm exhausted early saturday evening and won't feel like going out. Hmm.
So it's a week since I last drunk. Which is very good for me. I always go from "I'm NEVER drinking again" to "I'm never drinking again" to "I'll not drink for a few months and see how I feel then" to "Well I'll just have a beer, its a special occasion" (theres ALWAYS a special occasion..). And that happens within a week.
If I don't go out tonight I figure it'll be easy to last until next weekend at least, since I am busy in the daytimes and always exhausted by the evenings now. It's just when I have a bit of freetime like the weekends it s hard.
I think I might start going to Gumdo on saturdays too.. that will mean I'm exhausted early saturday evening and won't feel like going out. Hmm.