boosterp

There's life in these old veins. Well, I have been married twice and for some reason have never been completely happy. My first marriage ended in me walking out because she had to do 2 shots of tequila before even saying hello to her daughter or myself. She then went ballistic and threw kitchen utensils at me. That was time to leave, well and my bike (motorcycle) got graffiti ed. My second is more complicated. I broke one kid's heart the first time and lost a house. If I left this time I would break two kid's hearts and loose another house. That is not what completes the complication, also I do love my current wife as I did my last, but I fear being alone and loosing what I have set forth with this relationship. Call me materialistic but there is a lot invested here. And that is where I stand, can we work on our differences? I know I am not perfect and was 50% to blame in my first marriage demise, I would be 50% to blame in this one. What to do?