boondock_saint

Wait And Bleed
by Slipknot

Album : Slipknot

I've felt the hate rise up in me
kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

Goodbye

I wipe it off the tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3-D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I can't control my shakes
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong
I have to laugh out loud,
I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

Get outta my head 'cause I don't need this
Why didn't I see this?
I'm a victim - Manchurian Candidate
I...have...sinned...by...just
Making my mind up and taking your breath away

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

Goodbye

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
The flesh was in my bones
The pain is always free

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
The flesh was in my bones
The pain is always free

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

And it waits for you!



I know this supposed a joyous time, but tonight I found out some shit that REALLY REALLY pissed me off. me and my ex broke up last monday but the only reason was because of my deployment. I still had feelings for her (which are long, long gone). this guy who said he was my friend knew i still had feelings for her, but he went and f*cked her and then had the audacity to ask her out. right now i'm still debating on whether or not to curb stomp his sorry ass. He even called to say that he didn't mean to offend me. all i could say was BULLSHIT. i believe the fucker was waiting for us to breakup. Curb stomp him or just pummel him with my fists you guys decide his fate, because both sound way too good to me.

anyways everyone have a safe, non-sober new years.
\m// \m//

Love Lost In A Hail Of Gunfire
by Bleeding Through

This was a fucking bomb
For a few seconds, this place was Armageddon
There was a firefight

You are the fucking disease
Another day, another memory
But I have fucking failed
I turned another lie into the work of a saint

So where is the cure?
Hundreds of souls
With the look of horror on their face
Now I rise from my knees
I will not live in misery
You won't take me
You won't take me
Now it's me
Now it's me

All that's left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so promising
Rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistakes
Sickness still fills the air
Another life that you wish you could fake
Your eyes will cut through me, but it's a risk, that I must fucking take
I must take

So where is the cure?
Hundreds of souls
With the look of horror on their face
Now I rise from my knees
I will not live in misery
You won't take me
You will not destroy me
You cannot destroy me

And Ill fight you with every ounce of strength I have left
And Ill seal it with a bullet and a kiss
So look at your fucking horror
Horror
I want to see your face
Show me your true face
I want to see your face
Show me your true face

My heart belongs to you, so save me
My heart belongs to you, so save me, for the sake to give it away
Still beats (Still beats)
Still beats (Still beats)
Still beats inside of me
My heart belongs to you, so save me
And my heart still beats
And my heart still beats
My heart still beats, so save me
My heart still beats