Six hours of sleep. Every time I try to fall asleep I only feel the spot next to me completely empty. No more snoring from her, no more giggles in bed, no more sleepy eyes waking up to me. It must be nice to be on enough meds to fall asleep and wake up happy. Being able to turn off the emotions so that one can make it thru the day. It usually takes me a couple shots and a few beers to try to make it to sleep. If I'm lucky... it comes like nice cat.
Biking more now a days helps out. Can't stay up if your exhausted. It's helping me get trim and will keep me this way. I got so caught up in he that I forgot that there are things I needed to do. It was kinda one sided as well. the "Were going to do what I want but not what you want ever" kind of love that goes only one way. But I'm still giving. Still getting nothing in return.
Today is Mayday and next week is mother's day. Today will try 20 miles all around on my bike. Might need a nap. My Body is tired but my mind thinks of one thing when it's at rest.
Saw wolverine, not to bad but not that great. Saw Zombies of Mass Destruction as well. That was pretty good but watched a band right before it and the movie zipped right by me. Remember laughing a lot though.
Biking more now a days helps out. Can't stay up if your exhausted. It's helping me get trim and will keep me this way. I got so caught up in he that I forgot that there are things I needed to do. It was kinda one sided as well. the "Were going to do what I want but not what you want ever" kind of love that goes only one way. But I'm still giving. Still getting nothing in return.
Today is Mayday and next week is mother's day. Today will try 20 miles all around on my bike. Might need a nap. My Body is tired but my mind thinks of one thing when it's at rest.
Saw wolverine, not to bad but not that great. Saw Zombies of Mass Destruction as well. That was pretty good but watched a band right before it and the movie zipped right by me. Remember laughing a lot though.