boombands

I think I may have scared some people with my last post. I'm not haphazardly deleting people but there's some people on my friends list who have never even made an effort to talk to me, and have no profile and I don't know why they're on there. That's what it is.

Anywayyyyys

So the other day my best friend and my cousin (who's also one of my best friends and like a little sister to me) are walking back from publix's (it's across the street from my house. come stalk me. lol) and I hear someone yelling my name and I turn around and I can't tell who it is. They're saying to come over and I go over. It's none other than my exboyfriend. This is the same guy who, when I im'd him a few months ago asking how he was and saying that I'd like for us to get along and be friends because we all make mistakes and we both made our own but we're good people, told me that we wouldn't be friends because I was nothing to him and he didn't want to talk to me. He frequently ignores me when we goes to shows together. But this guy flags me down and starts talking to me like I'm his best friend and we talked yesterday.

It was so weird. I really hope he doesn't start anything. We haven't been together since July but I was completely in love with me and I'll always have a spot spot for him. He's a bit of a weakness for me, but I really don't want to get myself back into the shit with him. We're good together but he's so scared of love and commitment because of his parents that he pushes me away and is just an all around asshole.

He once told me that "I wasn't the prettiest girl he ever dated but I was pretty cute." Jerkkkkkk.

That's all. Just thought I'd tell a story. I have a photoshoot planned for soon. Hopefully I'll go pink!