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first and foremost, the multi Brooklyn shot of Glitz and I is finally in member review! thanks to those who've left some love already, to those of you who didn't, you should go take a little peek at 11:11, you'll thank me also, my set Emerald is still in member review, though i'm beginning to doubt it'll ever see the light of front page.

it's been a while since i've blogged about life. maybe todays a good day, since just yesterday i thought i might lose mine. i woke up in the hospital like this....


as happy as i am, life can still be stressful. between working a lot, trying to move/paint, not sleeping enough, mixed with my medication, and dehydration, i had a panic attack thursday night, that never went away. my heart wouldn't stop pounding and felt like i might have a heart attack, my chest hurt, i was losing feeling in all my limbs, it almost felt like my body was going to sleep, i started to have a hard time breathing and thinking clearly. when i got to the hospital, i had 5 doctors around me, and when they first started doing an ekg, i found no comfort in their faces, i thought i might not make it. definitely the scariest moment of my life, and i'm convinced that the love i have for my husband helped me to pull through.

i'm ok now, taking it easy. took the past two days off work, slept all day and night. waiting for my baby to get home, and taking the train tonight to visit my family for a few days. probably the most needed vaca of my life.

the rest of my summer has been full of love, and warm nights staring up into the stars. i turned the big 3 0, and just got a new apt. with only my baby and i. and i can have my dog back! so i'll be bringing my other baby home with me wed











love with all of your heart and take nothing for granted
xo