boom

i might be really fucking up what's been most important to me almost half my life. i'll lose a lot, and it might be a huge mistake. but at the same time, i feel like if it's a mistake, it's something i need to learn on my own rather than others telling me. it'll be a struggle, but that struggle will help me grow as a person. i'm filled w/ doubt either way.

my life might be turned upside down in the next week, and it'll be my fault. but who knows, it might be the right decision. or maybe there isn't a right decision. i guess i'll find out soon enough, wish me luck.

lurv you all, hope things are going well on your end.

my sad, worried face....

and boobs