Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

booktowrite

Englishman in the USA

Member Since 2012

Followers 117 Following 324

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Oh, genes, I don't know what happiness means.

Jan 31, 2015
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email

A week spent pushing the limits. Too much alcohol. Too little sleep. Too many interactions. Too many emotions. Finally the play, the dance, the decay… the constant striving of people for sex… driven by the genetic coding deigned to cause every living species to procreate, and yet humans do it with less finesse than any other species. We get drunk and turn into a species massively inferior to all others and we focus on nothing other than the most attractive person in the room. I am guilty, I find myself in a room and taken by a magnificent specimen. I approach and talk for a few seconds but I don’t have the drive or competitiveness to compete with the other gorillas all looking to mate. I sit in the corner with a drink and watch the date dance – the queue of primates trying to break through – people oblivious to what they are doing or why but simply driven by primal instincts. I finish my drink, take my coat off the rack, and sneak silently out of the door before anyone can hear or see me.

More Blogs

  • 04.28.17
    2

    memories

    You posted a memory from three years ago and, even though I had see…
  • 04.16.17
    0

    cling

    These days I cling to things, little pieces of happiness like the r…
  • 04.09.17
    0

    solitude

    Tonight the rain falls heavily. It has done so all day long. It is …
  • 04.01.17
    0

    communication

    It’s like extracting teeth, or trying to break through a wall with …
  • 03.25.17
    0

    friends

    Strange thoughts on a dark day like why did I call my dog ‘Mr. Peeb…
  • 03.19.17
    0

    headphones

    I checked out of that New York Hotel room and started to walk the i…
  • 03.13.17
    0

    new york walk

    A freezing cold day in New York and an extremely long walk… but su…
  • 03.10.17
    0

    time

    It’s a time to pause for thought. A time to contemplate the concept…
  • 03.05.17
    0

    flight

    The captain came over the loud speaker and announced our location, …
  • 02.22.17
    0

    what does it mean?

    The things that happen in the secret dark corners of miles away are…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

24
years
1
month
21
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,616 SuicideGirls
  • 1,113,818 followers
  • 14,996,806 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,572,497 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Complaint / Content Removal Policy | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo