boogins

at present...
the rain doesn't make me sad.
the fact that i don't have someone to kiss in the rain evokes a semi-sad feeling, though.
being a virgin at eighteen doesn't make me sad.
knowing that i'm probably going to be a virgin forever makes that same semi-sad feeling a smidge more emphatic, though.
blergh.
i'm overly pensive about being sans company. *pouts* whatever. hah.
i totally thought that it was going to snow today. the sky was really white, but kissed with grey...and that combination of colours makes everything else look really dark, you know? that's how it looked outside. nothing happened, though...
no snow.
now, though...at nearly midnight...a thunder/lightening storm.
the sky is a gorgeous colour right now...if l'oreal or such a company hasn't yet bottled it...i would.
it's a softer shade of the colour lipstick that i have on; "violet x-treme"...or so i think. very, very pretty.
blergh...i know i'm not going to sleep for a long, long while. ah, well...