*Miss Kimmi got archived. I'm a sad girl.
*I'm so fucking tired. Seriously. Not cool.
*Rhiannon isn't catching on to the whole "Suck on the bottle, swallow the milk, don't forget to breathe" thing very well. I guess she's like "What the fuck is coming out of my pacifier? What am I supposed to do?" They moved her to intermediate care, which is good. They just need to send her to the dumb babies section. Oh my god, I so didn't mean that. That hurt my heart to even think such a thing. I love her so much. I feel like crying now.
*My mum isn't going to pay for me to go to my therapist anymore. She says that since I feel like she doesn't accept me that we can work that out on our own and we don't need the Dr. Plus, she doesn't "feel" like paying him that much $ anymore. I think she was just mad because the Dr. asked her why she was so adamant about me getting a job when there was a baby in the hospital with no eyes.
*I've been doing awful things to myself. I smoked weed with my friend Liana on Friday, and Monday. I smoked weed with Rob's Drummer on Saturday. I did hydrocodones on tuesday. I had one wine cooler yesterday, as opposed to many because the hydrocodones really fucked my tummy up. I was only straight on Sunday. Oh, and today. I did good today as well. I think that after the hydrocodones I've lost interest. I don't even know why I was doing that shit. I don't feel depressed or anything. I'm so confused. But I'm good now.
*My tongue ring hurts. I don't know why. I've gotten my ears back up to a 4g. They shrunk like whoa whilst I was in the hospital. I also lost my nipple rings. This makes me deeply sad. After my boobies are done trying to lactate, I'm going to get em done for the fucking 4th time. Jesus. What a waste of $80. Also, I'm thinking of getting a shooting star on the side of my boob. Like...the star will be above my nipple, and the tail will curve around the side. Rob doesn't even know this new idea. I better tell him. LOL.
*Rob took some new pix of himself! YAYE! I thought they were hot, so I thought I'd share! This pic is sorta big.....go look at the other ones in my candids. And tell him how hot he is.
*I'm not pregnant. I can begin shooting new sets. Even tho mine isn't even queued yet. I think I'll just start a collection. I wanna do a black & white shoot (like how Rob did his pix above), and curl my hair like Marilyn Monroe. It'll be hot.
*I've started to say things like "That's hot" or "It'll be hot". And to think....I used to mock Paris & Nicole for that shit. I'm so ashamed.
*As I mentioned above....I'm sleepy. Very sleepy. I think I'm done now. Don't forget to tell Rob how hot and sexy he is. DON'T FORGET!!!!!
*I'm so fucking tired. Seriously. Not cool.
*Rhiannon isn't catching on to the whole "Suck on the bottle, swallow the milk, don't forget to breathe" thing very well. I guess she's like "What the fuck is coming out of my pacifier? What am I supposed to do?" They moved her to intermediate care, which is good. They just need to send her to the dumb babies section. Oh my god, I so didn't mean that. That hurt my heart to even think such a thing. I love her so much. I feel like crying now.
*My mum isn't going to pay for me to go to my therapist anymore. She says that since I feel like she doesn't accept me that we can work that out on our own and we don't need the Dr. Plus, she doesn't "feel" like paying him that much $ anymore. I think she was just mad because the Dr. asked her why she was so adamant about me getting a job when there was a baby in the hospital with no eyes.
*I've been doing awful things to myself. I smoked weed with my friend Liana on Friday, and Monday. I smoked weed with Rob's Drummer on Saturday. I did hydrocodones on tuesday. I had one wine cooler yesterday, as opposed to many because the hydrocodones really fucked my tummy up. I was only straight on Sunday. Oh, and today. I did good today as well. I think that after the hydrocodones I've lost interest. I don't even know why I was doing that shit. I don't feel depressed or anything. I'm so confused. But I'm good now.
*My tongue ring hurts. I don't know why. I've gotten my ears back up to a 4g. They shrunk like whoa whilst I was in the hospital. I also lost my nipple rings. This makes me deeply sad. After my boobies are done trying to lactate, I'm going to get em done for the fucking 4th time. Jesus. What a waste of $80. Also, I'm thinking of getting a shooting star on the side of my boob. Like...the star will be above my nipple, and the tail will curve around the side. Rob doesn't even know this new idea. I better tell him. LOL.
*Rob took some new pix of himself! YAYE! I thought they were hot, so I thought I'd share! This pic is sorta big.....go look at the other ones in my candids. And tell him how hot he is.
*I'm not pregnant. I can begin shooting new sets. Even tho mine isn't even queued yet. I think I'll just start a collection. I wanna do a black & white shoot (like how Rob did his pix above), and curl my hair like Marilyn Monroe. It'll be hot.
*I've started to say things like "That's hot" or "It'll be hot". And to think....I used to mock Paris & Nicole for that shit. I'm so ashamed.
*As I mentioned above....I'm sleepy. Very sleepy. I think I'm done now. Don't forget to tell Rob how hot and sexy he is. DON'T FORGET!!!!!
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