I would like to say that you guys are all fooking AWESOME. Everyone who left me comments....you guys are my fucking support group. I really don't know what I'd do without you guys. So here, have an update:
This is Rhiannon Lee. There are more pix of her and my silly sleepy ass in the candids, check em out. I went to see her today. They did the MRI but she was wiggling so they didn't get a good picture. They're gonna wait and do a new one. They took her chromosomes and sent em off and the results will be back in like 10 days. My mum has made me take my lipring out. She told me that if I don't get a full time job by the 1st week of January, I hafta leave. I'm thinking about moving back with Rob. We're gonna move in with his drummer, who has already told us we could stay with him. I want to keep Rhiannon. The state will help us. She will get Social Security, we'll get WIC, she'll have Medicaid....all sorts of things. I want her so much. But if I keep her, I lose my family. My mum has already told me if I get back with Rob, she's never going to talk to me again. But I just can't stand being controlled and changed any longer. She can't love me with pink hair...she can't love me with my lipring. I mean....I wasn't born with metal shit sticking thru my face. I wasn't born with pink hair, or drag queen eyebrows. But this is what I want. I want to fucking look odd. I wanna tat the shit out of myself, and I want my mum to love me just like that. Marilyn Manson's parents love him, and he went on live TV with BOOBS! What the FUCK!? So yea. I wanna keep my baby. But I'm also scared I'm making the wrong decision. I'm scared that me and Rob won't make it. THEN what? Rhiannon will not only be blind, she'll live in a broken home. And I'll have nowhere to live. I'm so confused. I know I want her. I know alot of people want her. We have alot of support. I just think it's gehhhh that I hafta choose between my daughter and husband and my family. Meep meep meep. Anyway. I'll keep yall updated, again THANK YOU!!!!!! Rob, Rhiannon, and I need your support!!!!! WE LOVE YOU!!!!!
This is Rhiannon Lee. There are more pix of her and my silly sleepy ass in the candids, check em out. I went to see her today. They did the MRI but she was wiggling so they didn't get a good picture. They're gonna wait and do a new one. They took her chromosomes and sent em off and the results will be back in like 10 days. My mum has made me take my lipring out. She told me that if I don't get a full time job by the 1st week of January, I hafta leave. I'm thinking about moving back with Rob. We're gonna move in with his drummer, who has already told us we could stay with him. I want to keep Rhiannon. The state will help us. She will get Social Security, we'll get WIC, she'll have Medicaid....all sorts of things. I want her so much. But if I keep her, I lose my family. My mum has already told me if I get back with Rob, she's never going to talk to me again. But I just can't stand being controlled and changed any longer. She can't love me with pink hair...she can't love me with my lipring. I mean....I wasn't born with metal shit sticking thru my face. I wasn't born with pink hair, or drag queen eyebrows. But this is what I want. I want to fucking look odd. I wanna tat the shit out of myself, and I want my mum to love me just like that. Marilyn Manson's parents love him, and he went on live TV with BOOBS! What the FUCK!? So yea. I wanna keep my baby. But I'm also scared I'm making the wrong decision. I'm scared that me and Rob won't make it. THEN what? Rhiannon will not only be blind, she'll live in a broken home. And I'll have nowhere to live. I'm so confused. I know I want her. I know alot of people want her. We have alot of support. I just think it's gehhhh that I hafta choose between my daughter and husband and my family. Meep meep meep. Anyway. I'll keep yall updated, again THANK YOU!!!!!! Rob, Rhiannon, and I need your support!!!!! WE LOVE YOU!!!!!
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I don't have advice, mostly because Im not qualified to give advice and I dont believe in influencing others. I just wish you the best, in all of your various situations, no matter what choices you stand up and decide upon. I know you seem to be getting alot of love from the other SG folks, and I want to say that you seem like a very strong & determined woman, and I'm sure whatever decision you choose, you will need to stay strong - best of luck & best wishes. I didnt see anything written, but if you have stitches, healing of your own, too, take your time, dont push yourself physically, and let yourself heal.
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