i am weak. i came back. everyone is really mad at me. i wanna go the fuck back home. i knew i wouldnt wanna stay here. i thought i missed sleeping here but i really dont. i dont miss fucking him, i dont miss him holding me, i dont miss him kissing me, and i dont miss sleeping beside him. i am FUCKING bored!!!!! he stayed with me all of yesterday and we kissed and cuddled and it just isnt what i remember. its really damn disappointing. he got the second chance, and well....kinda failed it. i dont think HE did anything wrong per se......i just dont think HE is what i missed. i really wanna go home now.
numbfusion:
glad you realized what your feelings for him are and hope that youll figure out where you are suppose to be. how bout texas? 
aries:
do what makes you happy girl. If its not there anymore you cant force it.