i am sooooo fucking exhausted. me and my husband both tossed our wedding rings out the car window. I felt bad after and wouldnt stop crying. 
i shouldnt have thrown mine out. I miss it. I have this weekend off! yaaaaaaaaaay! not like i have anything fun going on. blech. just sleep. this baby is killing me. its eating all my food. but atleast i...
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i shouldnt have thrown mine out. I miss it. I have this weekend off! yaaaaaaaaaay! not like i have anything fun going on. blech. just sleep. this baby is killing me. its eating all my food. but atleast i... Read More
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rockstarinc:
Bye 
fantazdick:
I KNOW WHERE KITTENS COME FROM!!
i burned the skin off the roof of my mouth today. fuckin literally. it peeled off directly after i ate a piece of too-hot pizza. it was gross. i would like to dedicate this entry to rumrunner and thank him for predicting my divorce and being so fucking negative. thanks alot. 
ok so my mouth hurts and it gross. ::runs away::
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rumrunner:
Thanx (I think) One of my best friends is on the verg of divorce and I have always been the one everybody turns to for council why I have no fucking clue cause I am probably more fucked up then any of them???
Sorry to hear that it will not work out with your husband but you have to do whats right and best for YOU.
You know it's funny everyone in my immediate family has been divorced. It's no wonder I have a shattered opinion of people taking wedding vowls.
I better get back to work hang in there doll and take shit from no one !!!!!
Sorry to hear that it will not work out with your husband but you have to do whats right and best for YOU.
You know it's funny everyone in my immediate family has been divorced. It's no wonder I have a shattered opinion of people taking wedding vowls.
I better get back to work hang in there doll and take shit from no one !!!!!
deadsweetheart:
I hope your doing ok i havent heard form you in along time and well your never actaully live on AIM
Todd
Todd
last nite was quite bad. my husband kicked me out, and tried to get me put into a mental hospital. im back to the land of the living now. i stayed with my mum last night but i so foolishly came home help, i wanna get over him!!!!!!
PS: I think i love numbfusion
help, i wanna get over him!!!!!!
PS: I think i love numbfusion
rumrunner:
I see divorce in your future but why not get his ass sent to the puzzle factory it's not bad free meals and medication...
Hang in there doll you'll be fine
Hang in there doll you'll be fine
rumrunner:
hope your working it out doll "STAY COOL"
My lip kinda hurties. ::le sigh:: i finally put my lip ring back in. my hair is being dyed right as we speak. then me & rob hafta go out to get makeups. I walked out to IHOP and gods after i ate my food and walked back i felt like my baby was already fully developed. blech. Oh and todd.....I'm lazy, dont take offense....
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I am so fucking tired. and why do i always have cuts & bruises??? well the bruises are from my husband. and i guess the cuts/scratches are from my kitten. i told my mum im pregnant....and she didnt get mad. so now i dont hafta worry about miscarriaging. you guys, why cant i just find someone who will love me and miss me and all...
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deadsweetheart:
Well if you end up having the kid I'm sure you'll be a great mother. ( wish i had some mroe encourageing thoughts to say but you've given me a tough subject to answer to)
but hey I miss hearing from you so I miss you and I love you in a plutonic kindof way and I know it might not help much but umm *huggggg*
Todd
but hey I miss hearing from you so I miss you and I love you in a plutonic kindof way and I know it might not help much but umm *huggggg*
Todd
deadsweetheart:
well i don't see you online often anymroe so i figured I'd try this ,,,,umm how are you ,,,,i really hope your ok
Todd
Todd
i think my mum is going to hook me up......she's worried about my well being and she might take me back. only problem......Im pregnant. what the fuck do i do now????
mackenzie_k:
tell her the truth, she will find out sooner or later. Hiding it will only cause a bigger rift to form.
mackenzie_k:
no My foot didnt deflat, but it hurt for awhile and bleed for hours while I slept lol. Ice cream is good, what kind ya having?
i got a fucking kitten!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
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boo1:
her name is Paige after the bass player from Orgy (who i got to meet about a week or so ago...weeeeee!!!) . shes orangey and no bigger than a coke can.....shes my new bestest pal!!!
deadsweetheart:
yaaaay kit kat
i am worn the fuck out. i am ready to fuckin fall out. i get my pay check tomorrow so im gonna buy a pregnancy test to see what the fuck it up.....I'm almost a month late. its kinda weak. but yea nite nite everyone 
kosomot:
Hi & goodnight 
people @ work are talking shit as always....trying to get me in trouble. ::le sigh:: lets just say i have alot to answer for tomorrow. I was wearing a bellyshirt, but my little wallymart vest covered it so it was all good. then i was on the PHONE!! and told the person i was talking to that i dared someone to unbutton my little vest....cos...
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xbronzebeautyx:
im with you lets kill them...they r worthless anyways!
deadsweetheart:
umm i hate to ask but did you ever get the story I IMed you ? i only asked casue you walked awy to rinse your hair out and then i didn'thear back form you sooo umm yeah
Todd
Todd
Tis early saturday morning. why am i not still @ the beach?! 
i got a decent tan yesterday but it can always be better. i wanna wear my mesh thong next time but i cant cos 1.) i always go w/ my mum and 2.) NC just isnt cool w/ that kinda shit. but that would be sexy and very beneficial. i'm not getting my...
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i got a decent tan yesterday but it can always be better. i wanna wear my mesh thong next time but i cant cos 1.) i always go w/ my mum and 2.) NC just isnt cool w/ that kinda shit. but that would be sexy and very beneficial. i'm not getting my... Read More
amelia:
working sucks but don't run away we all like you
deadsweetheart:
The lunch thing seriously sucks i know where ilive its like mandatory you get at least a 15 minute break. i work 9-12 hour days and all i get is a 30 minute lunch break eventhuogh by law i should get a 30 and a 15 minutes one. i guess thats the disadvantage of workign with my parents company , the othert disadvantage is they treat me like shit and i can't doa dang thing about it since they put a roof over my head since i don't have enough maney to move out till next year grrr.
but anyways teh whole mesh thong thing ,,se now this is why they need like tanning machines that can dospecific spots casue well nude beaches and secluded areas are few and far apart. so if someone wants to get a tan though they should have like a tanning gun thingy
I don't tan that well casue well I'm 75% welsh/irish but hey your still a nice person whos hot .
oh thanks for adding me to your freinds list i really appreciate it
Todd AKA deadsweetheart
PS if it cheers you up your magickly babeliscious
but anyways teh whole mesh thong thing ,,se now this is why they need like tanning machines that can dospecific spots casue well nude beaches and secluded areas are few and far apart. so if someone wants to get a tan though they should have like a tanning gun thingy
I don't tan that well casue well I'm 75% welsh/irish but hey your still a nice person whos hot .
oh thanks for adding me to your freinds list i really appreciate it
Todd AKA deadsweetheart
PS if it cheers you up your magickly babeliscious
Today was a day of no accomplishment. What did I do...hmmmm.....brought Rob to work, took a shower, washed clothes, picked rob up to get some price tags from another store, got a chicken salad (yay!), went back to dry the clothes, went to the local mental institution to see if I could get info on a divorcee rehab facility (i was unfortunately redirected...blah), bought rob's...
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candycaneboy:
Dont u hate that we both live in ThE tobacco state and still are paying out the ass prices for smokes?
deadsweetheart:
why is it that everyone i ever talk to knows or dates a guy named rob?
fuuuuuuuuck! last night was AWESOME. the 1st 2 bands were pretty fuckin weak but im still glad i got there early. cos like......10 minutes after the doors open JAY and PAIGE came out to sign shit. so i scooted over to jay and had him sign my shoe.....but he wasnt very nice 
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voltaire:
you should have told them I said hi. I know those guys. they are great..... they all live out here.... I'm going to a barbecue at their house for Bobby(drumer) and his twin brother's birthday.... I'm in charge of bringing hot chicks.... Who did they play with?
boo1:
They played with this lame band Classic Case and Opiate for the Masses....in which the bass player was fucking HOTT!!!! now thats just lame. I piss my pants to meet ryan and you personally know him......blah on you. oh and as far as the barbecue goes......bring me, i'm kinda hot!!!!!! 