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wick87:
I'm fine.
Burning out.
It's sad that your best friend is the earth, sky and clouds.
I have people-friends.
wick87:
It's really interesting.
Sometimes we have conversations, sometimes we give each other what are called "High Fives" Other times we massage each other in the nude.
It's quite nice.
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For the first time in my life i've found myself feeling insecure and inadequate over someone who is younger, prettier, sexier and geekier than myself.
My best mate has found a wonderful new girlfriend who makes him so happy he's walking around with a shit eating grin 24/7. She's a stripper at a local club, she added me on her myspace and i just feel...
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argentumblack:
pfttt

you're beautiful...and anyone who says different gets a fist to the taint.

nuff said.



Arg
flagg:
I suppose its best to get them out in the open...

I always assume that people don't like my until they show otherwise.. but I'm still nice to people who don't like me so I suppose there isn't anything bad about that... but who knows ??
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I dissapered again, didnt i?

Im sorry guys.

Lifes been all crazy again and like normal i get firghtend of the things i find solace in. smile Anyways, im back...hope you'll all still have me. Apologies for being a non commenting biatche. I realised sunday how much i love you all and missed you.

So im back again....Hopefully wont go away anymore.

I have missed you...
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coralsea:
Wow, that's horrible frown
And welcome home m'dear! smile
argentumblack:
s'ok i'm well known for my disappearances.



Arg
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You know how people say they can feel the change in the air? Or they don't think about things and just do what makes them happy?

Understandably everyone's different but I never feel any of those things. I never feel myself changing; I don't see how I'm different now. I know I think differently but to me I'm the same person I was a few...
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coralsea:
"Over the past few weeks i've talked myself out of going out, seeing my friends or generally leaving my house unless I'm going to work/uni/see family. And I don't like this person. I always was the happy go lucky fun party girl who was the life of the party. I can't even have a few drinks now without throwing up."

Yeah...be careful of that. Don't let it take over. I struggle with that sort of stuff too.
xtlbx:
Associate yourself with those you love and the people that make you feel better about yourself, if you do not have anyone for this, i just say treat yourself, who cares what everyone else thinks.
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I got my period on friday night.

It was a week and a half late....that was a harrowing experience.

Never been so happy to see that in all the years ive been a "woman".

Also...I had a fight with my friend last week, he said something he thought was a joke but was pretty off and we havent spoken since. I've helped him all year...
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coralsea:
No, I'll stick to gagging over Mr Depp.
He winds my crank! biggrin
Keep me posted on the relaxation classes.
jctrue:
dont ever
have to worry about the waiting myself
a scare cured that

smile

jc
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argentumblack:
I challenge you to a duel...

*wields axe*

oops....

*picks up guitar controller*

there..



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xtlbx:
Hi Bonnie, i sure do hope the tea fairy brings you some inspiration. Over last summer i got off the coffee and onto the tea. My favourite tea is green, straight with no sugar, especially chinese tea at white lotus within the company of MissShell still makes me smile. I also drank a lovely cup of Rooibos Tea, my first time so i was a little uneasy as usual, but i enjoyed it none the less.
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I have the worst pms i've had in a long time.

I'm tired, i'm grumpy and teary. I'm questioning my integrity, my looks. I feel ugly, fat and unattractive. I'm getting all upset about my friends even though i have no reason to. I dont want to go out and do anything. I just wanna stay home and sleep.

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coralsea:
Poor chicken!
I get irrational rage and ginormous pimples surreal skull
You will feel fine in approximately one week! biggrin

PS I was shocked to learn that you don't like caramel! eeek
coralsea:
Yup! I'm 30 and still feel that way!
It was a Rock 'n Roll club event that the Satellites were playing at along with two other bands...the first band was not so memorable, but everything else was brilliant!
It was also only about 5 minutes from my house.
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Okay!

I'm back....what did i miss?

Oh yeah...i have a myspace now. Woo!!

http://www.myspace.com/missbonnieblu
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madneil:
Not much I think?
coralsea:
Nah, no major fights!
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ckdexterhaven:
That guy is up there with Edison, but he never seems to get any credit. Most people when they hear the name Tesla, they firstly think of that rock band. Which is kind of rediculous. I honestly don't remember reading much about him in history books back in school. He had some pretty radical theories, which might be partly why people don't take him seriously enough. Which is a shame, really.
ckdexterhaven:
Wow, I didn't know that. Edison must have been a dick then. Hopefully my lights don't go out because I said that. wink