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coralsea:
I have had similar feelings toward an ex partner of mine (yeeeaaarrrs ago) and even though the anger has subsided and they don't have any hold over me anymore, I still wouldn't know what to say to them if I saw them in the street and I wouldn't want to say anything to them (because I just don't want to know people like that)...but I often wonder how I would navigate through that hypothetical situation without leaving them with the impression that I actually give a poop anymore.
The old cliche of time, time was the only cure that worked for me kiss
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I've only just begun realising that people are allowed to feel certain ways. If you feel something it's obviously for good reason. Since I was little I feel I don't have the right to be depressed or ever feel sorry for myself because I'm an only child. Anything that was remotely anti-joy and happiness was nothing but a callout for attention because I demanded it...
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barry_anthony:
Hey sweetie
I watched that a little while ago. Cool movie
xoxo
B...
coralsea:
Hey there,
Start with the small stuff or with the core of the problem?
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So whilst driving home from dropping my friend off this evening, Pinball Wizard came on the radio and it flashed me back to my younger years when I had a major Tommy obsession. So I began thinking how awesome it would be to have a mix tape with all the songs that describe my life to date. I then began thinking that it would probably...
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brave1:
nice blog - it gave me something to think about.
coralsea:
That was just so nice to read smile

You're nostalgic without being maudlin...I track the phases in my life through my clothes as opposed to taste in music. I think it's because I have always found clothing to be a bigger outlet for expression than music, for myself that is. You can also see those phases reflected in my tattoos.

Really, that was just so damned interesting smile
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Sitting on this hard chair doing my assignment is making my bum hurt.

Its all red and tingly.

Im bored.


Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
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evilmonkeymuffin:
I can accept 15%. But it'll have to be your bum in the marketing. I don't think mine would have the same appeal.

wink ooo aaa

evilmonkeymuffin:
A stunt bum it is. Should make for an interesting casting call. biggrin
ooo aaa
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Soooooo, the ex has a new girlfriend.

Reasons why i feel okay about it all:

1. He's 23, she's 17.
2. In the past he has made the mistake of basing a girls entire personality on there looks. His first girlfriend was a short red-headed long haired hippy lesbian turned straight. I was a short redhead slightly punky, indie redhead with piercings. The new one?...
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coralsea:
Good! I'd love to see you!
coralsea:
No, I understand. I will pass on the love to everyone! kiss
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Camden Markets.

I've just signed this petition - http://petitions.pm.gov.uk/camdenmarket/

And sent this to the PM.

Dear Mr Prime Minister,

Ever since I was a child, my family have talked to me about the wonderful things they remember about growing up in London. My favourites were the ones about the Camden markets and how much history and culture have risen from there. Which is why I...
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argentumblack:
alas...i am not a british citizen..otherwise i would.

*shrugs*



Arg
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I dont understand how after a great weekend and feeling awesome, i can go downhill so fast i just want to crawl back into bed and tell everything to fuck off. I was so motivated to get so much done today.

Why can't i wake up happy?
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So i'm in the process of applying for my international exchange to the USA for semester one of 2009. biggrin

I was going to apply for next year but if i do i really wont have enough cash so in 2009, i'll have heaps of cash saved AND my best mate and i can do our USA road trip when i've finished in july!

And what...
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For the first time in a while, I feel like my old self.

I feel the caring, kind and sincere Bon coming back as opposed to the selfish crying messed up broken wreck I have been the last few months. As some say though, you can't really know who you are until you've faced the bottom. I think I'm still looking up from the tunnel...
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coralsea:
Motivation is a good sign...if you were still deeply unhappy, you wouldn't see the point smile

I have to kick my own ass to keep going sometimes too smile
nevynii:
It's good to be on your way to happiness.
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Is anyone on this planet a perfect person?

I think not.

My best friend and i (not share anyone actually knows the history/saga i've had with this person) have been through enough to make what you think would be a strong relationship. Alas, it is completly the opposite. For this blog i shall choose to refer to her as BFA

When i broke up with...
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nevynii:
I am not perfect. ummm can I friend you? we met once at the oostende back in january ( or was it february I forget)
xtlbx:
I guess I see life abit differently than others Bonnie, not neccesarily better just different. To me your friend getting upset about this is just unreasonable. sometimes secrets eat away at you and you end up cracking, by telling someone who does not mean a great deal to you, but at the time you just felt right about getting it out of your system. I hope you friend can see past this.