bonnieblu

To those who continue to think i cant mange this on my own i thank you.
I thankyou for giving me the anger to make sure i do all these things to spite you. I only wish i could see your face when i suceed. It wont be of annoyance, it'll be surprise. Because i know that you think i cant manage this on my own.

Im 22 years old, remember? Im not a child anymore. I dont need to run to you when i scrape my knee. I know where the bandaids are kept so i can get it on my own. Yes i know you love me. Yes i know you care. Believe me, i will need your love and affection to get me through but i have to organise it on my own.

Sure im not the most organised person in the world but a big thing like this...i hardly think im going to skip on any details. Just for once trust me and if i ask for help then help me. But until then, grab a dictionary and look up a little word called "trust". After you've read that, apply it to this situation and we'll see how we go.