bonnieblu

Its my dads birthday today. We went out for tea for him, im having a really awful day though.

I miss nick, i know i always go on about him but its so awful when someone is in and out of your life everyday for a year and a half and then is gone. I had to go to the loo and have a cry because i missed him so much. He''s always coming out to dinner with us andit was so strange without him there.

Ugh, i hate this feeling. I want to laugh.

Anyone got anything funny?