So, its Sunday and things are okay. Its still so strange though, so surreal. It doesnt feel right. It just feels like he's on a camp or somewhere else. Not in a totally different country.
I miss him so much. Its like having somthing inside of you taken away. It makes it even worse to know you cant contact them as easily or even sometimes at all. All i want is to hear his voice.
My brain does this thing where it just doesnt understand thats he's gone. It just doesnt beleive it and its really strange because im not all depressed and wondering around the place mopy as hell but if something comes on to remind me of him then i'll have a little cry and if something comes on and makes me laugh, then i'll laugh. Its really weird.
I just miss him! All i want is one last hug, one more kiss. One more foot fight where it gets shoved in my face.
Thankyou to everyone for your nice comments.
I miss him so much. Its like having somthing inside of you taken away. It makes it even worse to know you cant contact them as easily or even sometimes at all. All i want is to hear his voice.
My brain does this thing where it just doesnt understand thats he's gone. It just doesnt beleive it and its really strange because im not all depressed and wondering around the place mopy as hell but if something comes on to remind me of him then i'll have a little cry and if something comes on and makes me laugh, then i'll laugh. Its really weird.
I just miss him! All i want is one last hug, one more kiss. One more foot fight where it gets shoved in my face.
Thankyou to everyone for your nice comments.