It's my birthday soon. I'll be 25. Yay.
I'm going out to dinner on the 17th with all my nearest and dearest. But my best friend is now living in Queensland, another good mate is going to Melbourne for the weekend and another good mate and i aren't talking.
I just feel like i have no close friends any more and i was just inviting all these people i knew to make up numbers. I know that sounds really harsh. I do care alot about all the people who are coming but it's going to be so strange without the other three there. I also really want to invite that friend who i'm not talking to but what happened was really fucked up and he's acted like a prick since. I don't know what to do.
I feel like i'm turning 25 and have nothing to show for it. Or maybe i'm just entering into a predictable crisis that happens when you reach a poignant birthday. I'm working 5 hours a week, studying a my first year and still live at home. Is that a loser? I think so. I really really think so.
I also could be being a little hard on myself.
I'm going out to dinner on the 17th with all my nearest and dearest. But my best friend is now living in Queensland, another good mate is going to Melbourne for the weekend and another good mate and i aren't talking.
I just feel like i have no close friends any more and i was just inviting all these people i knew to make up numbers. I know that sounds really harsh. I do care alot about all the people who are coming but it's going to be so strange without the other three there. I also really want to invite that friend who i'm not talking to but what happened was really fucked up and he's acted like a prick since. I don't know what to do.
I feel like i'm turning 25 and have nothing to show for it. Or maybe i'm just entering into a predictable crisis that happens when you reach a poignant birthday. I'm working 5 hours a week, studying a my first year and still live at home. Is that a loser? I think so. I really really think so.
I also could be being a little hard on myself.
coralsea:
I think that as opposed to celebrating birthdays, the vast majority of the adult population instead has a minor/major crisis every birthday instead. The marking of another year passing means you have to review it.