Blogging while having pms is an extreamly bad idea.
I'm just feeling generally down today. To the point where i've look up what people see as the most depressing love songs and am making my own list. But i shall try and make this blog as humerously depressing as possible.
I'm not over it. I think the fact that i've realised how hurt i actually am has helped me though, i've been shattered and i still dont know how to put myself back together. I'm pretty sure all i can keep doing is continue on this same path i am know and just keep going.
Em was telling me that Nick's still determined to make my life a living hell. In his own words, he wants to bring me down. I dont understand why, i did absolutly nothing to make him want to hurt me. But he's fucking hell bent on it. I have the power and control to not let him though, it just sucks that i have to use it. The fact that we're in the same social circle and are involved in the same programs makes it much harder to get away. At least he goes to Canada in 2 months. Thank christ.
I was thinking about how friends who told me they would never choose pretty much want nothing to do with me anymore. These people were also the ones who thought Nick was the biggest tosser in the world and now there all having parties and get togethers. Its like i dont exsist anymore. Fuckers.
Anyways! To assist me in my playlist and for pure comical value, tell me what your favourite depressing love songs are. You know those times when you just really want to have a cry or comes on the radio and the next minute your in tears? Those ones...
I'm just feeling generally down today. To the point where i've look up what people see as the most depressing love songs and am making my own list. But i shall try and make this blog as humerously depressing as possible.
I'm not over it. I think the fact that i've realised how hurt i actually am has helped me though, i've been shattered and i still dont know how to put myself back together. I'm pretty sure all i can keep doing is continue on this same path i am know and just keep going.
Em was telling me that Nick's still determined to make my life a living hell. In his own words, he wants to bring me down. I dont understand why, i did absolutly nothing to make him want to hurt me. But he's fucking hell bent on it. I have the power and control to not let him though, it just sucks that i have to use it. The fact that we're in the same social circle and are involved in the same programs makes it much harder to get away. At least he goes to Canada in 2 months. Thank christ.
I was thinking about how friends who told me they would never choose pretty much want nothing to do with me anymore. These people were also the ones who thought Nick was the biggest tosser in the world and now there all having parties and get togethers. Its like i dont exsist anymore. Fuckers.
Anyways! To assist me in my playlist and for pure comical value, tell me what your favourite depressing love songs are. You know those times when you just really want to have a cry or comes on the radio and the next minute your in tears? Those ones...
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ok depressing love songs i will list a few punk rock love songs that have got me through the sad times over the years>
88 Fingers Louie - Love Song
The Ataris- Alone in Santa Cruz
Blink 182 - Untitled
Strung Out- Matchbook (one of my favourite songs ever)
Unwritten Law - Seeing Red
I highly reccomend all of these songs, powerfull lyrics and just outright awesome songs
All songs are depressing and sad - you just never realise it until you're in the emotional gutter. But for bang for your buck, I gotta go with Johnny Cash as always, "I Still Miss Someone". Country music is the music of true suffering and misery.
I found "She Hates Me" by Puddle Of Mudd helped speed me through the post breakup period with my ex. Kind of answers that little voice in your head that keeps asking "Why the hell did they do that?"