bonnieblu

Right, i had to make a new post because i didnt want to keep facing that previous one.

Thankyou so much to every single one of you who left me a wonderful message somewhere on this website. Its given me so much hope and i knew i would always get through this but sometimes you really have no idea how to. But when you have lovely people taking to you and telling you lovely things and giving you great big hugs, it makes you feel like your more powerful then anything on this planet.

Im better, stronger and worth more than someone who treats me like that. Im on a high right now and i know that i'll have more highs and more lows but it will not beat me and i will win. I'll come out looking the better person, the mature person and the one who is honest with her life and feels and will love again with my whole heart.

I refuse to let someone who lied to me and my family have a hold over me. I'm beginning to feel free and the day that its all over and im free forever...i'll shout it to the world.