So a week and a half has gone by, thankyou to all you lovely people who left those comments.
We had the wedding on the weekend which was nice but Nick was all distantsy. Which kinda hurt but i guess that's expected. Obviously before we were going out iw ould have stayed at his place afterwards but he decided during the week that i was probably too fragile for it. That pissed me off.
But anyways i ended up staying at his place but had to sleep in his sisters room. I cant explain how awful that felt. I felt like i had been relegated and it was so unfamiliar, i shouldnt have been there. Fair enough we broke up but...its not like it would have set us back. So that hurt too.
And then when we he dropped me off at my car i told him to give me a call when he wanted to catch up and he sad "i'll call you if i want to see you".
I just dont know why this has happened. I just dont understand how i could love someone so much and it hurt like this. I dont understand how going from 3 years of knowing something to turning around and knowing absolutly nothing and having my whole life turn upside down.
At least i have some awesome friends and buffy to keep me smiling.
And you guys!
We had the wedding on the weekend which was nice but Nick was all distantsy. Which kinda hurt but i guess that's expected. Obviously before we were going out iw ould have stayed at his place afterwards but he decided during the week that i was probably too fragile for it. That pissed me off.
But anyways i ended up staying at his place but had to sleep in his sisters room. I cant explain how awful that felt. I felt like i had been relegated and it was so unfamiliar, i shouldnt have been there. Fair enough we broke up but...its not like it would have set us back. So that hurt too.
And then when we he dropped me off at my car i told him to give me a call when he wanted to catch up and he sad "i'll call you if i want to see you".
I just dont know why this has happened. I just dont understand how i could love someone so much and it hurt like this. I dont understand how going from 3 years of knowing something to turning around and knowing absolutly nothing and having my whole life turn upside down.
At least i have some awesome friends and buffy to keep me smiling.
And you guys!
barry_anthony:
to you, And lots of them
to you, And lots of them
xtlbx:
never let go of your true friends as they can really help you through rought times like these, a mate of mine went through abit too, 4 years with the same girl, they split up but were sharing the same house as their lease ran out and they broke up the day they moved, week later she was already dating another guy and bringing him home, this probably does not make you feel any better I know, but I was there for my mate too