The last week has been a bitch of a week. Its sucked so many balls that it could win a porn award.
My issues that arose earlier this month have come out in full fold after major PMS and then RYLA come down. Its pretty rubbish. Everything just came to a head on friday night and i basiclly sat in the car looking all pretty except for my face because i was crying for about 2 hours. But its all good because ive booked in to see a counsellour and hopefully i can just put all this behind me and move on...blah blah blah.
Im just a bit scared of all the things that might come out with the counsellour. But, im also excited.
Im fine, im really fine. I bought a Benrik diary today, just to shake some things up. Its good fun, this week is "Fake your Own kidnapping". I just need some ideas...hmmmm....
And thats where i originally ended this entry except that i just recieved a call from my mum. In 2001, she had a stroke/head injury. It damaged her optical nerve and she's half blind in both eyes. Alot of other things happened but all of which she got over. However, as of late ive noticed that she seems to be getting worse. At one stage she was driving everywhere and working lots and always looked nice. Now, she lost her job (nothing to do with the head injury), shes having car accidents and forgeting things, lots of confusion and depression. She always looks drab and never dresses up anymore. She rang me just then to ask me to go over because she hit someone in her car. Not someone elses car but an actual person. Luckily she was only going 5kms but still, she might not have been. Last week i was watching her reverse her car and she was about 2 seconds away from hitting someone because she didnt see them.
I think she needs to get some more tests done. Just to make sure everything is alright. Im just really fucking scared, i dont want to go through all that again. It was fucked to start with, not again.
Anyways, how are all of you? I want to hear one good thing that happened to you all today
My issues that arose earlier this month have come out in full fold after major PMS and then RYLA come down. Its pretty rubbish. Everything just came to a head on friday night and i basiclly sat in the car looking all pretty except for my face because i was crying for about 2 hours. But its all good because ive booked in to see a counsellour and hopefully i can just put all this behind me and move on...blah blah blah.
Im just a bit scared of all the things that might come out with the counsellour. But, im also excited.
Im fine, im really fine. I bought a Benrik diary today, just to shake some things up. Its good fun, this week is "Fake your Own kidnapping". I just need some ideas...hmmmm....
And thats where i originally ended this entry except that i just recieved a call from my mum. In 2001, she had a stroke/head injury. It damaged her optical nerve and she's half blind in both eyes. Alot of other things happened but all of which she got over. However, as of late ive noticed that she seems to be getting worse. At one stage she was driving everywhere and working lots and always looked nice. Now, she lost her job (nothing to do with the head injury), shes having car accidents and forgeting things, lots of confusion and depression. She always looks drab and never dresses up anymore. She rang me just then to ask me to go over because she hit someone in her car. Not someone elses car but an actual person. Luckily she was only going 5kms but still, she might not have been. Last week i was watching her reverse her car and she was about 2 seconds away from hitting someone because she didnt see them.
I think she needs to get some more tests done. Just to make sure everything is alright. Im just really fucking scared, i dont want to go through all that again. It was fucked to start with, not again.
Anyways, how are all of you? I want to hear one good thing that happened to you all today
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