PMS blows.
How much does it blow? Its blows to the point of spending a whole day whinging and crying at your boyfriend and turning into the insecure psycho stalker bitch that you used to be about 4 years ago. Which then causes you to spend another day worrying and crying because your paranoid that your boyfriend is seriously pissed at you because you keep messaging him which makes you think that he's going to dump you over this tiny little detail which doesnt even matter.
Doesnt make sense to you? Me neither.
But this is whats happening in this tiny little mind of mine. I think i need help because pms fucks me up. Now im worrying if i should message him to apologise for being a manic bitch this week even though i did that last night.
Im not like this normally, seriously. Im not, im usually together and chilled out and can handle my shit. And the thought of spending a day by myself wouldnt bother me two shakes. In fact, i would quite enjoy it. But today, im paranoid and maniclly wanting to plan every single tiny aspect detail of this weekend even if it doesnt make sense. I normally can not worry and analysie every detail of a text messege. But today, a text message that simply says "we'll see how things go, i'll let you know" means "Stop calling me or messeging me or your so dumped".
Help me.
Why inside of our tiny minds do we have this psycho bitch which sets out to ruin everything. I was reading the second Bridget Jones book the other day but i had to put it down because quite frankly, it annoyed me. Im 10ish years younger than these women in the book yet when im not experiencing PMS, im ten times more together about relationships then they are. Why do some women base their entire lives around self help books? They make them co-dependent and insane. They believe that if they live their lives by what this particular book says then they will live happily ever after. When if they applied simple common sense with their everyday lives they would be able to overlook simple little issues. Like right now, i know things are okay but my little devil woman inside says differently. What are we to do ladies?
Anyways, onto a compleatly different topic. Thankfully my period is next week which means i'll feel fabulous the week after which thankfully again, is RYLA week. Im not sure if any of you know about RYLA or rotary or anything like that but its a week long camp which i went to in 2004 and this year im going again only as a director. Which should be awesme apart from the fact ive never done it before and i will be responsible for 6 18-25 year olds that week. Its my job to make sure there comfertable and are having an awesome time.
Fingers Crossed...Oh dear god in heaven, i just remembered that i have an entire block of Dairy Milk fruit and nut chocolate over there. Im going now to sit on my couch, watch a film, eat that block, drink some chai and maybe have a nap.
Fuck yes.
How much does it blow? Its blows to the point of spending a whole day whinging and crying at your boyfriend and turning into the insecure psycho stalker bitch that you used to be about 4 years ago. Which then causes you to spend another day worrying and crying because your paranoid that your boyfriend is seriously pissed at you because you keep messaging him which makes you think that he's going to dump you over this tiny little detail which doesnt even matter.
Doesnt make sense to you? Me neither.
But this is whats happening in this tiny little mind of mine. I think i need help because pms fucks me up. Now im worrying if i should message him to apologise for being a manic bitch this week even though i did that last night.
Im not like this normally, seriously. Im not, im usually together and chilled out and can handle my shit. And the thought of spending a day by myself wouldnt bother me two shakes. In fact, i would quite enjoy it. But today, im paranoid and maniclly wanting to plan every single tiny aspect detail of this weekend even if it doesnt make sense. I normally can not worry and analysie every detail of a text messege. But today, a text message that simply says "we'll see how things go, i'll let you know" means "Stop calling me or messeging me or your so dumped".
Help me.
Why inside of our tiny minds do we have this psycho bitch which sets out to ruin everything. I was reading the second Bridget Jones book the other day but i had to put it down because quite frankly, it annoyed me. Im 10ish years younger than these women in the book yet when im not experiencing PMS, im ten times more together about relationships then they are. Why do some women base their entire lives around self help books? They make them co-dependent and insane. They believe that if they live their lives by what this particular book says then they will live happily ever after. When if they applied simple common sense with their everyday lives they would be able to overlook simple little issues. Like right now, i know things are okay but my little devil woman inside says differently. What are we to do ladies?
Anyways, onto a compleatly different topic. Thankfully my period is next week which means i'll feel fabulous the week after which thankfully again, is RYLA week. Im not sure if any of you know about RYLA or rotary or anything like that but its a week long camp which i went to in 2004 and this year im going again only as a director. Which should be awesme apart from the fact ive never done it before and i will be responsible for 6 18-25 year olds that week. Its my job to make sure there comfertable and are having an awesome time.
Fingers Crossed...Oh dear god in heaven, i just remembered that i have an entire block of Dairy Milk fruit and nut chocolate over there. Im going now to sit on my couch, watch a film, eat that block, drink some chai and maybe have a nap.
Fuck yes.
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I become paranoid and slightly aggressive about a week before my period...you would think that at the age of 29 I would have realised that it's because I have PMS...but noooooo, I only realise that I have been paranoid and depressed/aggro due to PMS after my period comes
Have you tried evening primrose capsules?
I've read parts of those self-help books at my libraries...they fucking suck.
Chocolate and chai sound like a great idea, hope you feel better
Are you coming to the new hook-up on the 29th?
[Edited on Apr 08, 2006 4:01PM]