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Writing is my Catharsis

I think one of the hardest things I've ever felt I had to deal with is letting things go. I have a hard time trying to get past the hard stage and always focus on the negative things I'm missing out on than the positive.

About 5 years ago, my best friend of the time decided she didn't want to be...
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coralsea:
I'm sorry you're not happy at the moment...I lost a few friends over the past couple of years for various reasons. It was horrible at the time and it's not much better now...I think it's important not to close yourself off to other people, new relationships help you move on. I think people change so much over the course of their lives that it's almost impossible to maintain lifelong friendships.
Hope you feel better smile
lostboyfound:
wow that sucks...
You might not want to hear this but he kinda sounds like a jerk.
Sounds like you are getting some good advice for everyone, hope you will be alright smile
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lostboyfound:
haha thats hell funny.
My dad got totally hammered at my 21st, found him doing shots with my friends smile
xtlbx:
looks like you had fun at your party, thats cool that you have a friend of 18 years, i still keep in contact with a friend from primary school too, i have known him for around 17 years but he moved to perth when i was 12 years old, over the last ten years though we have vistited each other interstate, one of the only true friends i still have in my life.
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The birthday weekend is over.

It was pretty damn awesome. I got up saturday and chilled out and tidyed for a while. Then at 11am i sms'd my mum to remind her about the party. She rang me back and basiclly didnt come because she felt it wasnt a good idea and would intrude on my fun time. She then went on to talk about...
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kebabski:
happy late birthday. ya ex stuff is awkward when you're checking them out tongue
i know what you mean about britney. she's the best car sing along music. unless you were joking, in which case, me too blush
chai:
kiss kiss thank u
have u already done a set?
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Its my birthday! Hurrah!!

smilesmilesmilesmile
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waldo_jeffers:
Happy Birthday!!! smile
videoeye:
huuuuy..
Happy B-DAY TO YOU!
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So it's the big ol 24 tomorrow. Yay.

Well, im feeling a bit down about it all right now. My best mate can't come to my party because her first exam is monday, my nan and aunty aren't coming for lunch but will come up in the afternoon and for the party, i havent heard from my mum so i have no idea if she's...
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Hey y'all....

I changed my name to my hopeful SG name. I'm all registered so yay! Just need to get the set together but i have no camera or no camera to borrow off anyone damnit. But i'll get there.

That new photo is from my rejected set...i think its purty.

And, oh dear lord in heaven...i met Davey Havok at the airport today. Saw...
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madneil:
And how is Adelaide, is it hot yet?
cheesy:
It really does suck having red skin. It makes me paranoid!
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So now it's been two weeks and i have had time to reflect over the 3 years, myself, himself and everything that's happened since the inital breakup.

I hate him.

I realise that he's not entirly 100% responsible, no one ever is. But looking back over things i cannot believe how much he fucked me over. There are things i keep thinking of that i...
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xtlbx:
its amazing how much of ourselves we give up to other people when we are infatuated with them
, by the sounds of it sweetie, it sounds like your much better off now, i just hope that you do not have to go through this again,
coralsea:
Yes, that's definitely cunty behaviour. Walk away and don't look back.
Hope you feel better smile
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So a week and a half has gone by, thankyou to all you lovely people who left those comments.

We had the wedding on the weekend which was nice but Nick was all distantsy. Which kinda hurt but i guess that's expected. Obviously before we were going out iw ould have stayed at his place afterwards but he decided during the week that i was...
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barry_anthony:
kiss to you, And lots of them
xtlbx:
never let go of your true friends as they can really help you through rought times like these, a mate of mine went through abit too, 4 years with the same girl, they split up but were sharing the same house as their lease ran out and they broke up the day they moved, week later she was already dating another guy and bringing him home, this probably does not make you feel any better I know, but I was there for my mate too
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So we broke up.

Just did it.

It's over.
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xtlbx:
i dont know really what to say, except i hope you find happiness in the near future
barry_anthony:
Hope your doing better than you were a week ago.
xoxoxoxo

B..... kiss
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So...it looks like in two weeks nick and i will be letting this go.

My question is..should something that you know feels so fucking right, should you let that go? Or, fight for it? When is the point of giving up?

When do you know what to do? Should we give it a break or just snap it off?

What would you do? After 3...
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barry_anthony:
HEy sweetness
I dont know what to say other than i hope that your both happy after whatever steps you both take.

xoxoxoxoxox
Lotsa hugs to you
B.....