oh good gosh. so many paths in so many different directions. duty, love, prosperity, comfort & freedom seem to constantly battle with eachother.

trying to do what feels right & what makes people happy is so difficult. what do you choose in the end? someone will get hurt if you stay quiet. & someone will be hurt if you speak.

I never expected to have the responsibilities I have in my live right now. I dropped one burden & picked up another.

where are the flowers?

I went to the cinema today. before the movie came on I saw the trailer for OotP. & it made me cry. I know how the story ends, but it still upsets me. no matter how hard I try I cannot think of a spell to bring the dead characters back to life. & when I do imagine a way I know I am being foolish as death is death no matter what way you look at it. memories keep people alive.

& love keeps them safe in your heart.

it is hard to love when faced with some things. but the flowers are always growing back.