Sorry about the lack of update lately (if anyone was in fact reading anyways,.. whatever.) I have been in a funk lately feeling empty and alone and not really being able to gather the energy to care much about anything....
I feel kinda like my heart was torn out somewhere along the road and now I just have an empty spot there... and if I could make myself care just a little then I could fill it... but I just can't give a shit about anything or anyone for long enough to make that happen.... Not that I haven't met some great poeple over the past few years, but when you carry a shield around to block poeple from really getting to know you the end result is that you don't really get to know anyone either.....
Ahh fuck it,... whatever.
I feel kinda like my heart was torn out somewhere along the road and now I just have an empty spot there... and if I could make myself care just a little then I could fill it... but I just can't give a shit about anything or anyone for long enough to make that happen.... Not that I haven't met some great poeple over the past few years, but when you carry a shield around to block poeple from really getting to know you the end result is that you don't really get to know anyone either.....
Ahh fuck it,... whatever.
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kr1ssyk1tty:
i am in a bad mood too!!! Wanna have a pity party?
riesling:
God!!!! I feel in a shitty mood too it sucks, but we must move on. Go look at quinnes boobaliciousness because me and kahlua say it will make you feel better 