bonadea

Sitting at home watching entourage....
bored shitless.
My cat stinks.
I thought I had stuff to write about but for once my mind is blank. This never happens, for me to have a clear mind. I was in a bad mood at work, apparent calling an ex rugby player that he is now fat is mean.

Just got called by my sister, two guys where...
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I am about to fall asleep, so only a quick one.

I am so unsure and confused about feelings, how can 6 weeks ago I be so sure about him, and now I have no idea who or what I want. Not just with him but with everything, every decision feels too big to make. And I am scared of doing it all alone.

On...
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The day after last night is now setting in...

It is a kick in the teeth when you can't even stand the taste of your own breath, but my tooth brush is a 15 min drive away, Way too far.

I've been doing to much contemplating lately, but it seems to just all go around in circles. I am still sitting in my own mess...
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Probably should be down stairs watching radiers but instead sitting on computer looking at naked chicks while there is a 6 month old sleeping about a meter away from me, I swear every time I go on the computer that she puts her baby to sleep in this room, I mean she could sleep in any other room of the house.

I must stop eating...
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Can't be bothered