bombshellfairy

So Saturday night peter and I drove to Chicago to see his dad and take care of some car crap. We got there Sunday morning and did nothing all day but sleep in the shiftiest house I think I have ever been in my life, then at night peters dad and dads girl friend invited a friend over another polish women (there all polish) and she was DRUNK and being very rude and offensive saying how peter havening his arm around me is rude and to affectionate and shouldn't be that way in front of other ppl, and then said well as long as you guys don't start fucking in front of us!!! Omg and then she went off about how all Jewish ppl are horrible and thanking god for Hitler and I freaked out how could any one in there right mined say that drunk or not and I told her off and walked out , she called me stupid for the way I felt too. And then ended up crying for a half a hr. any wayz the night day we took care of every thing and left thank GOD and I will never to Chicago ever again every time I go its worst and worst.

Any wayz on the way back to NJ I stopped at my mom and dads in pa and found out a bunch of family friends where invited over for dinner and of course I wasn't invited and I was really hurt. But I just ended up canceling all my planes my hair apt and dinner with friends to see our family friends that I haven't seen in 2 yrs. It was a really good time and all we did was play with the to toddlers one is a boy TJ that's 3 and his sister Mattie that is 2 and they are the sweetest children in the world it makes me want to adopt more then I have ever thought I would want to (I still don't want to make mine for scratch) lol

But being at my parents I got to see my doggie Rajah and her leg is so big and floppy I think there's nothing but cancer in her lag and its so sad. I love her. And I hope she doesn't hurt too much. Idk how much longer we have with her but she's the best.

But any wayz to leave on a better note every one go listen and watch Marilyn Manson new music video it probably one of the worst thing I have seen or hard!