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Ok so here it is, my new post which is quickly becoming the best blog no one reads. But of course because no one reads it I can say that and not worry about anyone saying...your blog sucks. Whooo Hooooo!!!!

So not much going on, another weekend with the ex. Wow she's really trying to get back with me and all I have to say is that she's wearing me down. And I'm loving every minute of it. I have to keep telling myself why we broke up to begin with. Damn, what a problem to have right?

But I'm really enjoying spending time with her more than I did the last time we tried it. We spent two hours in a newly found bookstore which was great. Then we tried a new place to eat and it was great too. Fuck I'm crazy. I need to square myself away with her. I met another girl on Thursday that I would love to spend some time with her but it's not really fair to anybody if I'm running around with one girl and thinking about another.

God I'm so glad I've lost weight, six months ago when I was 350 pounds I didn't have anyone wanting to be with me. Now I'm 240 and I'm already starting to have the problems. Whooo hoooo!!!!!!

So another 30-40 pounds and I'll be a svelt mother fucker. So I should probably tell the ex that I'm not ready to start something because who knows what's going to be in my head when I'm physically where I want to be. I may want to be a bit of a man whore for a while.

That's funny, me finally not fat and thinking of being a man whore. Did the world start turning in a different direction or something?

Ok I'm done. Cy'all