boigold09

.............One of my friends...........and a stupid one just informed me that my Ex girlfriend..............i was with for 7 years is pregnant...........not by me though..............thats cool to know.... if i cared.........she's dead to me...........all i have is memories............i once knew this girl named.........ronnie...........she said she loved me more than the world......and promised me no matter what .............she would always be with me and by my side............the day i needed her the most she turned her back on me.........that was the day i stopped caring.............and took off far away............cause her love wasn't real at all...........i took off to North Carolina...........from California.........coming back home to Cali........knowing i've change for the best not the worst.........i figured things between her and i ........would have gotten better............coming back to realize she just changed for something i never thought she would become.........and forget about me.........when pretty much the whole time being out in North Carolina.........i was thinking about her.......and wanting to marry her cause all i could...is see myself being with her the rest of my life.........though nothing is ever promised.............so i'll be sure to keep my promises........and make ones i can..........and will keep.....i'm feeling alright i forgot about all the bullshit........i really...........don't need it.............the people and things worth having in this world you have by your side..thats the way i see it