boigold09

I wish i could find a girl that feels the way i do about things...........and that would make my loneliness disappear..........it sucks being different.............maybe i should.....just fuck girls left to right and not care about them and lie to everyone i meet just so i can have somebody to spend time with....or spend time with me.........though i'm not going to do what other people do i'm going to be true to myself cause i'm not like everybody else .................i wish i had a girl that could see that and love me for it..........that would make me happy .............i seem to be around users............ fakes..............liars..........and jealous people...........i'm not anything like that..............maybe thats why i don't have true friends..............or even something.........i wish.............i had A girlfriend..........i guess there isn't any girl out here in this world promised to me.............maybe i should just go back to selling drugs..........fuck it nobody cares about anything but themselves ......good thing i'm not selfish............thats makes one