bohogirl

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
Dr. Seuss
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Oy! Today I use the famous 'we need to talk' talk... I need to break up with my PTSD therapist - or at least take a break.
Really, it's not him, it's me... I just need some space...
Besides, this just works so much better for me:



Yeah... instead of telling you how it went with the therapist, why don't I tell you about how it went with my ex-husband... (and pretty much the other 2 relationships as well):
"It's really not working for me any more. I want a divorce"
No you don't
"Yes I do."
No you don't
"No, really, I do"
Oh, I see, you're confused
"No, I'm not."
Did you get in fight with your mom?
"No, I didn't. I don't want to be with you anymore"
Oh, it's the intimacy issue
"No, this is just not working anymore."
Yes it is
"No it's not"
---repeat several times---
"OK, I'm out of here"
When are you coming back
"Never"
OK, go ahead and take a week to think about it
"I don't need a week"
I'll see you next Friday

aaaaaaa!!!!

No wonder I don't ever want to be in a relationship again!

In other news, Vimian saw me at my absolute most horrific today... at the tale end of a quick workout, sick as a dog and retaining (amazing how flu will make me do that - but, how can one go to bed at 116lbs and wake up 127? Where does that much fluid come from? The fluid fairy?).
But never mind the sickness and retention and no make-up and dirty hair... it's the hair band I use to keep hair out of my face that is the utter-most humiliation!
Oh, well, at least he was nice