The threat of death, infinite darkness, doesn't scare me. Pain is what we're scared of. If it didn't hurt to bleed out, I'd be doing it right now. Shit pisses me off, I should've been dead years ago..
In one word? Amy. Every once in like.. every day I have recurring thoughts of her. I think you get one true love in life. I lost her.. and spend every..fucking..day..waiting for her to come back. And she never does. I lost her a lot of years ago.. Honestly, I will never be happy again, ever..
So angry at my dog right now. She'll eat like anything, potato chips, sunflower seeds, ramen noodles.. But I just tried to give her little pieces of an apple and she was like noooope. Shit went off the rails somewhere. She is just so damn cute..
I loathe stupidity, yet despise condescension. Tackling this as a lifelong conundrum I guess.
