Found out today that my dad died a few days ago. Myself and my family cut off contact with him because he wasn't the greatest person, between the alcohol, the abuse, and the drugs. He didnt make the best choices all the way up to the end. Yet I'm sad angry and confused, I wonder how it could have been different if I kept trying to help. He literally drank himself to death its just hard to think he sank that low...
user8992:
I am very very sorry to hear. I understand how tough that might be. My grandmother was the same. Even was abusive to the nurse's when she was in for liver cancer because they wouldn't give her beer. I hope you are doing OK. Sometimes it's hard to help people in these situations. Sending you peaceful thoughts and kind energy.
bobo210:
Thank you that is very sweet of you, and thank you again for sharing, its nice to know there are others in similar situations