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my bday is about 30 minutes from the finish. ... ... ...
i'm not sure i should care. somewhere inside of me i'm wishing with all my heart that this coming year is better than the last, but at the same time i know that this day doesn't mark any sort of bump in the continuity of time. if things are looking up they're looking up, if events, good or bad, are going to occur then they will of their own volition. they weren't waiting for me to turn 22. or maybe i'm wrong. who knows?
god helps those who something something. or so they say. what about those who just try and keep going? i guess i shouldn't just let this whole deal push me along and pass me by and that trite shit, but whatever.
blah blah blah.
bday dinner sucked. but at least someone didn't try and serve me ice cream cake. i fucking hate ice cream cake.




i miss you padre.
a whole fucking lot.