i've been doing a lot of thinking these past two weeks. and for a half wit like myself, a lot of thinking includes anything beyond the standard me-like-smoke-pot me-like-surf-wave mmm-booty. somewhere between angst and epiphany i've decided that i don't want to work in porn anymore.
of course the most pressing and superficial concern that arose from this revelation was the idea that i'd have to change my sg alias. although i do more promotion and publicity lately rather than the whole 1st amendment advocacy type thing, i feel like the whole porn defender label applies because i'm all about spreading the word. but if i'm no longer employed by a company that reaps significant revenue from smut i'd be fakin the funk if i maintained that i was still the big porn y'all know and loathe.
now while i've got a handful of friends in the industry and still look back fondly on some of my memories like backing out of my first (and only) orgy or shielding an OD'ing girl from watchful tv cameras with my jacket, i've resolved that the whole porn thing is done for this kid. if i never again speak to a 19 year old bubble head that spreads her legs for a living, so be it. in a word, i'mfuckingoverit.
at the root of my decison is the desire to avoid working another big porn show. its still 3 months away but its hanging over me like the fake tittied sword of damacles. i figure if i'm going to avoid working the show again and still walk out of this office without burning any bridges, i need to escape before things for the expo get too hectic.
so over the past week i've been averaging about two job applications per day. current prosects focus on the public relations sector. among the more interesting jobs that i've applied for is the director of publicity for 20th century fox home entertainment and an account executive position with a publicity firm that represents pro surfers and surf companies.
sorry to bore you with all the personal/professional details. tell me what's shakin in your corner of the universe.
of course the most pressing and superficial concern that arose from this revelation was the idea that i'd have to change my sg alias. although i do more promotion and publicity lately rather than the whole 1st amendment advocacy type thing, i feel like the whole porn defender label applies because i'm all about spreading the word. but if i'm no longer employed by a company that reaps significant revenue from smut i'd be fakin the funk if i maintained that i was still the big porn y'all know and loathe.
now while i've got a handful of friends in the industry and still look back fondly on some of my memories like backing out of my first (and only) orgy or shielding an OD'ing girl from watchful tv cameras with my jacket, i've resolved that the whole porn thing is done for this kid. if i never again speak to a 19 year old bubble head that spreads her legs for a living, so be it. in a word, i'mfuckingoverit.
at the root of my decison is the desire to avoid working another big porn show. its still 3 months away but its hanging over me like the fake tittied sword of damacles. i figure if i'm going to avoid working the show again and still walk out of this office without burning any bridges, i need to escape before things for the expo get too hectic.
so over the past week i've been averaging about two job applications per day. current prosects focus on the public relations sector. among the more interesting jobs that i've applied for is the director of publicity for 20th century fox home entertainment and an account executive position with a publicity firm that represents pro surfers and surf companies.
sorry to bore you with all the personal/professional details. tell me what's shakin in your corner of the universe.
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pharaoh:
hell yeah, i saw that. i was BENT! if the Angels lose this series, there's gonna be a controversy about that until the end of time. did you hear about Nomar saving the drowning girls?
eon_mckai:
more power too you