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I have realized I have a problem. I have a hard time looking at relationships with women as anything more then sexual. I have a hard time talking to women online and not trying to get sexual, and I really just have no idea what to say to people. I have always been socially awkward so its never really been exactly easy for me to build relationships. I can go out and meet a dozen strangers and call them on the first name basis by the end of the night, but since my "mental and emotional breakdown" i haven't had the ability to really do that as much, i always take the back seat to others in social gatherings.

I know I'm a fun guy and that I have a lot to offer people, and i even think i would make a good boyfriend. However I need to rebuild some social skills, I need to focus on friendships and I need to grow in that respect, I have regressed so far. I am however at a complete loss on how to do that, how to start, and how to get to where I want to be.
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graphxartist:
Eh BMP

I know exactly how you feel bro. It's easier to express oneself online than in public. I find myself tongue tied and twisted in social events. I always take the back seat and let others talk away. I am an observer but it sucks indeed when one has so much potential and a need to really say whats on the mind. I met you today and you seemed pretty normal to me, you got a cool job, you do public speaking and yup you got morals, your smart from what I seen and any lady that doesn't see that is selfish and lost in herself. Don't worry bro E town will give yo the girl you have been seeking and when you find her, i hope she has a sister for me. LOL

Was nice meeting you,
Rob smile
Nov 26, 2008
feather:
You seem alright to me wink
Dec 15, 2008

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