bluvelvet

so, this is how it ends......


i sit here in a half way packed up apartment, getting anxious for this move to be over yet dreading the fact that when i do move it will be into my parents house.....


i have finally figured out what i wanna do when i grow up. its taken a while but i am going to go back to school for a degree in forestry science. and (providing that i get accepted, which shouldn't be a problem but i don't wanna get ahead of myself) i will be going to southern illinois university. over three hundred miles from all of my family and friends. but the thought of doing all this is exhilarating. talk about a new chapter. so now i just need to get to community college for the winter 06 semester and get a fucking job. then bide my time till fall 06. ten years after my freshman year at college.


oh and to really complicate all of this i got my drivers license suspended. yeah, it seems that if you dodge paying a ticket so long that you have to go to court for it. and at court you go in front of a judge that you were in front of before, he can give you some big penalties. oh well, its only till i pay of my sizeable fine. quite honestly with a pickup truck that doesn't quite get 16 miles to the gallon, there are worse times to not have to think about driving. see, logic like that almost, almost makes not being able to drive not suck. almost.

less than one month till i am back at my parents house.