bluvelvet

i am dealing with two distinctly shitty things right now. the first is the dental industry and the pain and money loss involved in dealing with it. the other is this really cute girl that i don't get to see very often, a friend of mine's girlfriend's friend that lives in the suburbs. i've had a little crush on her for a while now. out drinking with her and our mutual friends on friday and while we're at the bar she leans over and tells me she's got a little crush on me. all that i say is "really?" and smile. i was like a drunken dear in headlights. christ, what the fuck is wrong with me? then at the end of the night she asks for my email address (first time that i heard that one) i gave it to her, she put it in her phone then before i could get her number her ride calls to her to go and when she says "bye" all that i say is "bye"all drunk and dumb with my phone sitting in my hand. so now that i have left myself unable to establish communication i come home and check my email to see if she has written me like im ralphie in a christmas story running home and checking for the little orphan annie decoder ring. i guess that it wouldn't be inapropriate to ask my buddy's girlfriend for her number, would it?