So I was super tired last night, that I didn't even play GTA 5. Woke up around 1am tho, but I realized that like I was dreaming in a dream cause I remember in my dream I was crying b/c of how much I miss my father. But then later as I was still sleeping I had a dream of my father. Had a dream we was at like a river on a like bridge. I remember in the dream he was telling me something, n a random dude was there bc he was talking to the both of us. N I remember agreeing with what my father said n I was like " yeah I agree with what he said" I said that to the random guy n then next thing I know is I wake up. Lately I been having dreams of fishing with my father. It's kinda nice, until I wake up n reality hits. Been depressed af lately, so idk if the dreams help or not. Been a rough 5 years. 2012 lost my dog of 15 yrs.. then 2014 lost my grand mother, n last year (2016) lost my father. I dream of my dog a lot. But I miss them all a lot. Living sad n in pain sucks but just gotta take it day by day. But yeah, guess I'll stop writing Now, cause I can go on and on, But who ever reads this thanks for reading.
Sincerely me, BluntMan420