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The date went well, it must have been a sign when a track from Sixtoo's duration project got played in the pub we where in. However I just don't know if it's what I want, I feel a spark, but I don't know it doesn't feel like the spark I was wanting.

Going on a date tonight....met Carrie the other night, when I was drunk, so not sure if this date is a good idea or not, we'll see. Wish me luck.
Don't worry I still love you all

So and And it was such a good day, until my housemate started to act like a drunken arsehole!!! Sarah stopped making sense, I got angry and wound up and now I just wanna cuddle up to someone, the pillow's nice but it can't whisper to me. So I just wanna scream, kick off my shows, and fall away into sleep, there no one can...
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Lots of lemon and honey, I have no voice, well almost, I'm all husky, is that sexy?
Well I've been a busy boy, have been out almost every night this weekend...which started on Thursday, becuase obviously thats when a weekend begins, right?
Well I've seen the Mixologists, Bonobo, Venetian Snares, and Req. Had a rest for my radio show on Saturday night, but I could...
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Coffee, feed me coffee. Coffee seems to be my comfort blanket at the moment, seeing as I can't find anyone to snuggle with. I think my mind is going to warp soon, all this gender talk is making me feel different, and I keep asking questions looking for some answers.
Plus why don't I speak when they smile?
Plus why do I feel that pretty...
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So I'm a terrible toxic temple. Three nights, three morning afters, I just couldn't of gone out tonight. Though I just wish my friends would take no for answer!
Put myself on friendster, to increase my net coverage I mean you can see my ugly mug on two dating sites and now this one.
How are the pretty girls today?

Remember that I will always...
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Who wants to have the last dance with me?

Off to bar XS tonite for the wonderful curves, lots of drum n bass and hip hop for moi
Started my new uni course today and my my aren't there some preddy gurlies

Hope you are all fine and dandy

I'm so jealous of anyone with anything, I just can't stand how lonely I feel and worst of all I hate writing this, because I hate this feeling, but I feel if I don't clear my throat that I just might choke. I should blindfold myself, I know what's best but I just feel like I can't rest and that I need someone here with...
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You know when you wish you hadn't written something? Well that's how I feel about my last journal entry. I left it so brief and unexplained, it was just a slogan, a slogan of feeling uncared for, yet it never did explain truly how I felt.
I don't hate girls, I merely wish I was given more attention, because I'm fed up of being told...
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