blujazzmunki

I'm so jealous of anyone with anything, I just can't stand how lonely I feel and worst of all I hate writing this, because I hate this feeling, but I feel if I don't clear my throat that I just might choke. I should blindfold myself, I know what's best but I just feel like I can't rest and that I need someone here with me, someone right now. Why is there no one here putting their arm around me, nobody to share my time with. Where is that someone?

This love sick feeling just won't go away, it keeps my eyes open and I just wanna scream.

Sorry I'm just using this as my rubber room.